Saturday, November 07, 2009
Week 1
1st week without HER in my life..........
Still can't accept the fact that she has already moved on happily belonging to someone else now :(
Feels that TIME really passing very slow everyday & so draggy, hai hai hai..........
Keep recalling all her hurtful words & actions :'(
Especially the 2 most painful sentences :-
- I will never go your house anymore!
- Go find someone else who suits you more!
I know its all my fault!
SIGH SIGH SIGH is all i can do now!
Saw that she uploaded FB's Application into iphone.
Guess she just changed her handphone & maybe the number too.
Is her current GF really that capable?
Very rich?
Own a car?
That's why SHE could change a new phone so fast maybe changed number too, had daily overseas calls & SMS during the BKK trip?
I guess much more capable & better than me.
That's why i lost!!!
Brought ChenChen to watch "Astro Boy" with Tammy & Jasmine today.
When i stepped into the cinema, i was still hoping the one sitting beside me is HER & not just ChenChen only :(
A bottle or can of beer every night to make myself sleep better!
Lose sleep, lose appetite, lose concentration, lose everything!!!
Simply can't get her out of my mind & heart till now!
Deeply in pain, feeling so miserable & heart bleeding profusely!
Still pinning hopes for a miracle though chances are very slim.
SIGH SIGH SIGH~~~~~
^ Gerald ^
`[11/07/2009 04:00:00 PM]
